1 00:00:47,464 --> 00:00:50,425 [faucet running] 2 00:01:31,216 --> 00:01:34,177 [bag crinkling] 3 00:01:43,102 --> 00:01:46,064 [faucet turns on and off] 4 00:01:48,524 --> 00:01:51,486 [faucet continues running] 5 00:02:00,954 --> 00:02:03,373 So, that is how I woke up this morning. 6 00:02:03,373 --> 00:02:04,999 In my sleep-addled brain, 7 00:02:04,999 --> 00:02:07,418 I thought I was hearing like a white noise machine or something. 8 00:02:07,418 --> 00:02:07,877 But no, 9 00:02:07,877 --> 00:02:11,297 in fact, it was the fucking sink running all night long. 10 00:02:11,673 --> 00:02:14,550 So that was awesome. 11 00:02:14,550 --> 00:02:16,970 Especially because I just moved into a place 12 00:02:16,970 --> 00:02:20,890 that has been a vacation home up until a few days ago when I moved in. 13 00:02:21,766 --> 00:02:24,269 Uh, weirdly, it's still kind of feels like a vacation home. 14 00:02:24,269 --> 00:02:24,978 In fact, 15 00:02:24,978 --> 00:02:28,481 there's very carefully manicured towels folded on the counters 16 00:02:28,481 --> 00:02:30,608 of all of the bathrooms that I can't bring myself to unfold 17 00:02:30,608 --> 00:02:31,818 because they look so nice. 18 00:02:31,818 --> 00:02:32,485 So it's weird. 19 00:02:32,485 --> 00:02:36,281 It is like I was living in a hotel, and then one morning I walked out 20 00:02:36,572 --> 00:02:37,991 and the water was running. 21 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:41,828 So my brain immediately goes to, ‘Holy shit, there's somebody in here,’ right? 22 00:02:42,161 --> 00:02:43,371 Somebody’s cleaning the place. 23 00:02:43,371 --> 00:02:45,873 I don't know, guy fixing the pipes. I have no idea. 24 00:02:45,873 --> 00:02:48,876 But then I remembered, okay, well, I can find out 25 00:02:48,918 --> 00:02:53,297 because the owner told me there is a single security camera in here. 26 00:02:53,548 --> 00:02:54,465 That's great news for me. 27 00:02:54,465 --> 00:02:58,261 So I climbed up there and I found the information, accessed the footage. 28 00:02:58,428 --> 00:03:01,389 And that is how I found out for the very first time 29 00:03:01,431 --> 00:03:05,018 in 48 years of living, that I am now sleepwalking. 30 00:03:05,018 --> 00:03:08,354 And I know that because I lived with my parents until I was 19. 31 00:03:08,688 --> 00:03:10,064 They never said anything. 32 00:03:10,064 --> 00:03:13,067 I had a roommate for a couple of years before I got married, and then obviously 33 00:03:13,067 --> 00:03:17,280 I was living with my wife and no one has ever told me anything about sleepwalking. 34 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:19,157 So one of two things is true. 35 00:03:19,157 --> 00:03:22,160 Either I've been sleeping, walking my whole life, 36 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:25,163 and there's a conspiracy for everyone to keep it a secret from me. 37 00:03:25,329 --> 00:03:28,332 Or I literally just started at 48 years old. 38 00:03:28,666 --> 00:03:32,170 Neither of them is super plausible, but the second one seems to be more likely. 39 00:03:33,045 --> 00:03:36,591 That is why I am posting here in this forum. 40 00:03:37,884 --> 00:03:39,010 I did a bunch of research. 41 00:03:39,010 --> 00:03:42,972 I looked around to try and, um, find places that might be able 42 00:03:42,972 --> 00:03:46,851 to help other forums and, you know, places that people post about sleep disorders. 43 00:03:47,185 --> 00:03:48,603 And this is the only one I found 44 00:03:48,603 --> 00:03:51,439 where it seems like there's about an equal number of people 45 00:03:51,439 --> 00:03:54,400 who have suffered from sleep disorders, and also people who study them. 46 00:03:54,484 --> 00:03:57,028 So it seemed like this was a really good place to look. 47 00:03:57,028 --> 00:04:01,991 So my hope is that I can maybe share some information with you 48 00:04:01,991 --> 00:04:05,661 and then the experience that you have on one side or the other of this 49 00:04:05,828 --> 00:04:07,455 can help me figure out what's going on. 50 00:04:07,455 --> 00:04:09,791 Like, I don't think it's dangerous or an emergency or anything, 51 00:04:09,791 --> 00:04:12,043 but it's pretty weird. So maybe you guys can help me. 52 00:04:12,043 --> 00:04:12,794 First things first. 53 00:04:12,794 --> 00:04:15,046 I don't- I don't want to use my real name. 54 00:04:15,046 --> 00:04:15,755 I'm just going to- 55 00:04:15,755 --> 00:04:18,007 You can call me Sam. That's what I'm going to go by. 56 00:04:18,007 --> 00:04:21,469 I would like to figure out what's going on, but I really don't want to expose 57 00:04:21,469 --> 00:04:23,638 a ton of stuff about my life in order to do it. 58 00:04:23,638 --> 00:04:25,431 First of all, I am living in a new place. 59 00:04:25,431 --> 00:04:27,767 I mentioned that, I've only been here 3 or 4 days. 60 00:04:27,767 --> 00:04:30,728 The, uh- the thing about it is, it is a temporary place. 61 00:04:30,770 --> 00:04:33,773 The last place I lived, I lived for a long time with my wife. 62 00:04:34,023 --> 00:04:36,609 And then before that, it's always long periods of time. 63 00:04:36,609 --> 00:04:41,489 This is a temporary rental until I can find, a more permanent residence. 64 00:04:41,489 --> 00:04:44,283 This is the first time that I have ever lived by myself. 65 00:04:44,283 --> 00:04:47,245 I mentioned my parents, my roommate, my wife. 66 00:04:47,245 --> 00:04:49,747 So living by myself is not by choice. 67 00:04:50,957 --> 00:04:53,334 Well, it is not by my choice. 68 00:04:53,334 --> 00:04:56,837 My wife asked me to move out. 69 00:04:57,338 --> 00:04:59,966 We are getting separated. 70 00:04:59,966 --> 00:05:01,926 It's not, so-- 71 00:05:01,926 --> 00:05:04,095 we're not fighting. It's not violent. 72 00:05:04,095 --> 00:05:04,637 You know what I mean? 73 00:05:04,637 --> 00:05:05,888 It's not heated or anything like that. 74 00:05:05,888 --> 00:05:08,599 There's no cheating. It's- 75 00:05:08,599 --> 00:05:10,142 we have... 76 00:05:10,142 --> 00:05:11,769 I don't know how to-- 77 00:05:11,769 --> 00:05:15,189 she was not happy in general, I think, but 78 00:05:15,731 --> 00:05:18,734 also with me. She's just- 79 00:05:19,277 --> 00:05:20,695 I, well, so first things first, 80 00:05:20,695 --> 00:05:24,198 She does not love the amount of time I spend devoted to, 81 00:05:24,573 --> 00:05:27,535 I guess my, you know, my business, my career. 82 00:05:27,535 --> 00:05:30,079 I create chat AI agents to help people. 83 00:05:30,079 --> 00:05:33,708 I help them structure them and then it, they utilize it in their lives, right? 84 00:05:33,708 --> 00:05:35,084 It basically just makes things easier. 85 00:05:35,084 --> 00:05:38,838 They, I mean- anything organizing tax documents, 86 00:05:38,838 --> 00:05:42,008 handling your emails or paperwork and things like that. 87 00:05:42,008 --> 00:05:42,216 Right? 88 00:05:42,216 --> 00:05:45,886 So basically just being the part of you that handles the shit 89 00:05:45,886 --> 00:05:48,222 you don't want to handle, right? And that's what they do. 90 00:05:48,222 --> 00:05:51,684 My wife's problem with it is that she says that I don't treat it like a business. 91 00:05:51,684 --> 00:05:53,519 I treat it like a calling. 92 00:05:53,519 --> 00:05:56,856 And while I do not love the vibe of that, it sounds, 93 00:05:57,315 --> 00:06:00,151 I don't know, culty or religious or whatever. 94 00:06:00,151 --> 00:06:04,155 I don't think she's wrong in the sense that I do think what I do is important 95 00:06:04,155 --> 00:06:05,072 and helpful. 96 00:06:05,072 --> 00:06:08,701 Things that they run into that slow them down or make life more inconvenient. 97 00:06:09,285 --> 00:06:10,119 I'm helping with that. 98 00:06:10,119 --> 00:06:13,039 So that feels good. And I like doing it. The way that she worded it, 99 00:06:13,039 --> 00:06:15,166 I don't know if this is exact, but she basically said 100 00:06:16,459 --> 00:06:19,420 I- I think that is more important than her. 101 00:06:20,421 --> 00:06:23,549 So if that's the way she feels, then I understand how we got where we are. 102 00:06:24,300 --> 00:06:27,553 So, other stuff. It's not really any financial issues. 103 00:06:27,553 --> 00:06:29,722 Like I said, we're doing pretty well there. 104 00:06:29,722 --> 00:06:33,392 We don't have any children, so I don't know that it would be like 105 00:06:33,392 --> 00:06:35,019 an immediate family issue. 106 00:06:35,019 --> 00:06:38,064 So none of none of those are the causes of the problem. 107 00:06:38,773 --> 00:06:41,150 This, I mean, the causes of the sleepwalking, 108 00:06:41,150 --> 00:06:44,737 not the situation with my wife. By the way, 109 00:06:45,279 --> 00:06:46,947 I'm just going to call her Mary Alice. 110 00:06:46,947 --> 00:06:47,740 That's not her real name. 111 00:06:47,740 --> 00:06:48,824 Just like mine's not Sam. 112 00:06:48,824 --> 00:06:50,868 But I'm- for obvious reasons, 113 00:06:50,868 --> 00:06:53,662 I don't want to drag her into this as well. 114 00:06:53,662 --> 00:06:56,665 I'm posting here because I'm hoping something that I said there 115 00:06:56,832 --> 00:06:59,835 triggers a memory, something that I have in common with you. 116 00:06:59,835 --> 00:07:00,878 And you were like, oh, you know what? 117 00:07:00,878 --> 00:07:03,881 That was part of what was causing my sleep disorder or whatever. 118 00:07:04,006 --> 00:07:07,968 And if you think of it, please feel free to post on here and let me know. 119 00:07:08,344 --> 00:07:10,221 Because honestly, my only goal in doing 120 00:07:10,221 --> 00:07:11,680 this is I just want to know what's going on. 121 00:07:11,680 --> 00:07:14,683 I just want to have, I don't know, some sense of control of this thing. 122 00:07:15,559 --> 00:07:18,521 So if you can help me, I would really appreciate it. 123 00:07:20,314 --> 00:07:21,941 So I guess that's it. 124 00:07:21,941 --> 00:07:25,069 And I will- if I think of anything else, I'll post again. 125 00:07:26,737 --> 00:07:29,740 Thanks. 126 00:07:49,718 --> 00:07:58,018 [inaudible whispering] 127 00:08:06,360 --> 00:08:07,695 [static crackle] 128 00:08:20,708 --> 00:08:21,041 Right. 129 00:08:21,041 --> 00:08:25,379 So, it's great to have found a place that had security cameras. 130 00:08:25,379 --> 00:08:27,798 That's awesome. Most of these places are not equipped with them. 131 00:08:27,798 --> 00:08:30,884 However, as you noticed from the footage that I just showed you, 132 00:08:32,136 --> 00:08:33,971 not everything is caught by the camera. 133 00:08:33,971 --> 00:08:36,348 When you only have one camera, there are places that you can go 134 00:08:36,348 --> 00:08:38,309 and do all kinds of weird shit, apparently. 135 00:08:38,309 --> 00:08:41,103 Like stand in the corner and whisper to nothing in particular 136 00:08:41,103 --> 00:08:43,063 and it doesn't pick it up. You can't see what's going on. 137 00:08:43,063 --> 00:08:43,897 You can barely hear. 138 00:08:43,897 --> 00:08:47,234 So I decided to add a few extra ones. 139 00:08:47,776 --> 00:08:49,903 I have this guy right here. 140 00:08:49,903 --> 00:08:53,115 This is the one that's going to basically, it has a better view of the kitchen. 141 00:08:53,407 --> 00:08:56,618 And I can see the porch a little bit to the bay windows. 142 00:08:56,869 --> 00:08:59,830 I've got another one pointing down the hall towards the bedroom. 143 00:08:59,872 --> 00:09:00,956 Got one in the bedroom. 144 00:09:00,956 --> 00:09:02,708 Because I would love to solve the mystery of 145 00:09:02,708 --> 00:09:05,127 am I setting my ass on the dresser and breaking my glasses? 146 00:09:05,127 --> 00:09:06,420 That'd be nice to know. 147 00:09:06,420 --> 00:09:07,129 And then I have- 148 00:09:07,129 --> 00:09:10,132 the last couple are outdoor, cameras. 149 00:09:10,174 --> 00:09:11,383 These are, like, all-weather cameras, 150 00:09:11,383 --> 00:09:15,137 so I'm going to put a couple on either end of the porch to catch, in case... 151 00:09:16,096 --> 00:09:17,097 I don't even know, 152 00:09:17,097 --> 00:09:20,100 man, if I decide to go sunbathing at midnight. 153 00:09:20,267 --> 00:09:22,061 I've already done weirder shit than that. 154 00:09:22,061 --> 00:09:25,356 So the reason I'm recording this is because I had a question for you 155 00:09:25,356 --> 00:09:28,984 guys who have been through this before, which is I'm curious if you have any, 156 00:09:29,193 --> 00:09:31,862 I'll call them, like sleepwalking survival tips. 157 00:09:31,862 --> 00:09:34,865 I was living with my wife and this was happening, 158 00:09:34,907 --> 00:09:37,868 if I was going to, I don't know, climb over the stair banister 159 00:09:37,868 --> 00:09:39,912 and then take a dive out onto a chandelier. 160 00:09:39,912 --> 00:09:41,830 She would see and she would stop me. 161 00:09:41,830 --> 00:09:43,499 But I do not have that here. 162 00:09:43,499 --> 00:09:47,628 So I don't know how close I am to danger at any moment, 163 00:09:47,628 --> 00:09:51,465 so I would love to know if you guys have any tips. 164 00:09:52,382 --> 00:09:54,510 I asked the chat AI agent 165 00:09:54,510 --> 00:09:58,097 what options like that might be and they gave, 166 00:09:58,305 --> 00:10:01,600 so they gave me some information that wasn't exactly what I was looking for, 167 00:10:01,975 --> 00:10:05,562 but it would make me feel better to know that some of you who have, I don't know, 168 00:10:05,562 --> 00:10:09,733 dealt with something like this before have some sort of plan. 169 00:10:09,733 --> 00:10:11,527 What do you do when you're home alone or whatever? 170 00:10:11,527 --> 00:10:14,905 You know, I don't want to tie myself up, but you know, who knows? 171 00:10:14,905 --> 00:10:17,741 You guys have tried it and it works. Let me know. 172 00:10:17,741 --> 00:10:19,785 I also wanted to thank everybody who posted. 173 00:10:19,785 --> 00:10:24,039 I went back and I looked at the, the, the responses, the comments. 174 00:10:24,414 --> 00:10:27,417 I really appreciate all of the feedback. 175 00:10:27,918 --> 00:10:29,920 A couple of you had some tips, which I think are great. 176 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:30,629 I'm going through that. 177 00:10:30,629 --> 00:10:31,880 I'm trying to like, sort of work through it 178 00:10:31,880 --> 00:10:33,715 and make sure that I understand what you're saying. 179 00:10:33,715 --> 00:10:36,927 But a lot of it was really just a ton of empathy from you. 180 00:10:37,010 --> 00:10:38,095 Sympathy. 181 00:10:38,095 --> 00:10:41,014 You guys, many of you have been through it. 182 00:10:41,014 --> 00:10:43,392 A few of you were telling me, you know what it's like to have 183 00:10:43,392 --> 00:10:46,395 a relative that's going through it or, you know, patients in some cases. 184 00:10:46,603 --> 00:10:50,440 And I just felt an awful lot of compassion from you. 185 00:10:50,983 --> 00:10:53,610 And that means a lot to me right now. 186 00:10:53,610 --> 00:10:56,905 It's a- it's a weird time in many ways, 187 00:10:57,155 --> 00:11:00,075 and particularly at night, feeling so out of control. 188 00:11:00,075 --> 00:11:02,619 It's great to feel like there are other people out here 189 00:11:02,619 --> 00:11:05,497 who understand and feel like there's a light 190 00:11:05,497 --> 00:11:08,959 at the end of the tunnel, so thank you guys for that, I appreciate it. 191 00:11:08,959 --> 00:11:12,170 I don't- I can't think of anything else to post other than to tell you 192 00:11:12,629 --> 00:11:15,215 hopefully any other footage that I post, you'll be able to see everything 193 00:11:15,215 --> 00:11:18,427 that's going on from here, from there, from, you know, 194 00:11:19,428 --> 00:11:20,971 from here. 195 00:11:20,971 --> 00:11:23,724 So fingers crossed we get closer to figuring out what's going on here. 196 00:11:23,724 --> 00:11:26,018 So thank you so much for being supportive. 197 00:11:26,018 --> 00:11:29,021 I really appreciate it. 198 00:11:33,859 --> 00:11:35,819 [pool water lapping] 199 00:11:46,955 --> 00:11:49,916 [faucet running] 200 00:12:11,563 --> 00:12:14,524 [door sliding] 201 00:12:19,029 --> 00:12:21,490 [pool water lapping] 202 00:12:24,576 --> 00:12:27,537 [door banging] 203 00:12:44,012 --> 00:12:46,973 [door banging] 204 00:12:52,729 --> 00:12:55,690 [bat clanking on ground] 205 00:13:00,612 --> 00:13:03,573 [faucet running] 206 00:13:21,383 --> 00:13:23,343 [sighs] 207 00:13:23,343 --> 00:13:25,178 Man, I don't even- I, 208 00:13:25,178 --> 00:13:27,556 I don't even know where to start. 209 00:13:27,556 --> 00:13:30,559 I have no idea where I went 210 00:13:30,767 --> 00:13:33,770 for an hour in the middle of the night 211 00:13:34,187 --> 00:13:37,107 with a baseball bat. 212 00:13:37,107 --> 00:13:40,277 That is not at all good. 213 00:13:42,863 --> 00:13:47,534 I- so, I don't- this is the bat, which weirdly, 214 00:13:47,534 --> 00:13:50,537 I just put back in the closet when I came back inside. 215 00:13:50,787 --> 00:13:53,248 Apparently I'm better at cleaning up 216 00:13:53,248 --> 00:13:56,334 when I'm asleep than when I'm awake, but I don't- 217 00:13:56,751 --> 00:14:01,214 I'm not sure what I would be looking for, but I don't see anything. 218 00:14:01,631 --> 00:14:04,634 There's nothing on it that would lead me to believe 219 00:14:05,302 --> 00:14:06,261 anything concerning, 220 00:14:06,261 --> 00:14:07,679 I guess is the best way to put it, right? 221 00:14:07,679 --> 00:14:12,100 There's no chips or cracks that would show that I was banging it on something. 222 00:14:12,642 --> 00:14:13,643 There's no stains, 223 00:14:14,769 --> 00:14:16,187 you know, mud. 224 00:14:16,187 --> 00:14:20,233 But, you know, obviously blood is where my brain went first, 225 00:14:21,234 --> 00:14:24,070 but none of that is on here, so I don't know. 226 00:14:24,070 --> 00:14:26,156 I guess I'm going to call that a win. 227 00:14:26,156 --> 00:14:28,742 As much as anything can be a win in a situation like this. 228 00:14:28,742 --> 00:14:31,244 My hoodie is just gone. 229 00:14:31,244 --> 00:14:33,997 I don't even know how the hell that happens. 230 00:14:33,997 --> 00:14:36,249 I left here with it on and I came back here with it off, 231 00:14:36,249 --> 00:14:40,503 which sucks because it is always cold in this house at night. 232 00:14:40,879 --> 00:14:44,174 This is probably the best clue that I have here. 233 00:14:44,633 --> 00:14:45,342 I don't know if you can- 234 00:14:45,342 --> 00:14:45,884 can you see? 235 00:14:45,884 --> 00:14:46,718 Oh, hang on a second. 236 00:14:46,718 --> 00:14:49,721 You can't see that. 237 00:14:50,013 --> 00:14:50,221 Right. 238 00:14:50,221 --> 00:14:51,765 Can you see this? 239 00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:52,849 Can you see all these? 240 00:14:52,849 --> 00:14:53,642 Look at that. 241 00:14:53,642 --> 00:14:55,810 Just covered with, what are these, like, the- 242 00:14:55,810 --> 00:14:57,729 They call them like grabbers or prickers or whatever. 243 00:14:57,729 --> 00:15:00,857 Like these little pieces off of the- off of weeds. 244 00:15:00,857 --> 00:15:01,733 You know what I mean? 245 00:15:01,733 --> 00:15:03,360 Like they- travelers, 246 00:15:03,360 --> 00:15:06,488 whatever they call them. This shit looks like the leg of a bumblebee. 247 00:15:07,405 --> 00:15:10,408 So clearly I was wandering someplace 248 00:15:10,408 --> 00:15:14,371 wild, I guess, you know, like, the- what do you call it? 249 00:15:14,371 --> 00:15:14,829 There's a bunch of- 250 00:15:14,829 --> 00:15:17,290 There's a retention pond over there, a bunch of tall grass around it. 251 00:15:17,290 --> 00:15:18,958 And then beyond that, there's the wilderness. 252 00:15:18,958 --> 00:15:22,128 So I'm thinking, this has got to be what this means, right? 253 00:15:22,128 --> 00:15:24,798 Like, you don't get this stuff all over you. 254 00:15:24,798 --> 00:15:26,716 And it's not just my pants. 255 00:15:26,716 --> 00:15:29,260 My feet were fucking filthy. 256 00:15:29,260 --> 00:15:32,013 I ruined a pair of sheets in the bedroom. 257 00:15:32,013 --> 00:15:34,724 I came back in here asleep. 258 00:15:34,724 --> 00:15:37,727 Just tuck those filthy fuckers right down to the bottom of the sheets. 259 00:15:37,894 --> 00:15:41,147 Now, there's a huge strip of stains on either side. 260 00:15:41,147 --> 00:15:43,441 The top sheet and the bottom sheet, they’re totally ruined. 261 00:15:43,441 --> 00:15:44,609 So that's awesome. 262 00:15:44,609 --> 00:15:47,987 But, I mean, do- do the math on all of that, you know what I mean? 263 00:15:47,987 --> 00:15:51,825 So the prickers that are all over the pants, the stains on my feet. To me, 264 00:15:51,825 --> 00:15:55,078 all of that adds up to, the fact that I walked off the porch-- 265 00:15:55,995 --> 00:15:58,998 that tells me I must have just been heading in that direction. 266 00:15:58,998 --> 00:15:59,541 Right? 267 00:15:59,541 --> 00:16:04,337 So I either walked down by the retention pond into the deep grass, 268 00:16:04,337 --> 00:16:08,341 or perhaps even out into the woods, so I don't know which it is. 269 00:16:10,969 --> 00:16:11,553 But it 270 00:16:11,553 --> 00:16:14,597 occurs to me that I came back without my hoodie. 271 00:16:14,597 --> 00:16:16,724 So I suppose 272 00:16:16,724 --> 00:16:19,686 I could just go look in the woods and the field 273 00:16:19,686 --> 00:16:22,689 to see if I can find my hoodie. 274 00:16:27,360 --> 00:16:30,071 I'm starting to- oh, it's a squirrel. 275 00:16:30,071 --> 00:16:32,866 I'm starting to see the problem here 276 00:16:32,866 --> 00:16:35,910 with thinking that I could come and try and find a hoodie. 277 00:16:36,494 --> 00:16:39,789 I'm just going to- 278 00:16:39,831 --> 00:16:40,540 I'll just show you. 279 00:16:40,540 --> 00:16:43,543 I don't think I need to tell you. This is... 280 00:16:43,835 --> 00:16:46,838 This is what I'm up against here, 281 00:16:47,046 --> 00:16:48,548 and it just- 282 00:16:48,548 --> 00:16:50,842 well, it just keeps going. Look at that. 283 00:16:50,842 --> 00:16:53,219 Basically forever. 284 00:16:53,219 --> 00:16:56,848 So, new expression just dropped. 285 00:16:56,890 --> 00:16:58,933 We're no longer saying find a needle in a haystack. 286 00:16:58,933 --> 00:17:01,269 We are saying find a hoodie in the wilderness. 287 00:17:01,269 --> 00:17:04,022 There's no way in hell that I'm going to find anything in here. 288 00:17:04,022 --> 00:17:08,193 Also, as I'm looking, yes, there are maybe spots here and there 289 00:17:08,484 --> 00:17:09,527 that you can, like push 290 00:17:09,527 --> 00:17:10,820 through in the- in the shrubs, 291 00:17:10,820 --> 00:17:13,781 but I don't see anything that looks like a clear path. 292 00:17:13,781 --> 00:17:18,286 So if this is in fact where I went, I- there is nothing that would evidence 293 00:17:18,286 --> 00:17:23,207 that I took some sort of a clear and obvious path to get there. So... 294 00:17:24,542 --> 00:17:27,545 this was a fruitless endeavor. 295 00:17:28,129 --> 00:17:31,049 I guess the one thing that I can say is that at least coming out here 296 00:17:31,049 --> 00:17:34,302 with a bat and wandering into the wilderness is better than, I guess, 297 00:17:34,302 --> 00:17:38,348 wandering in amongst a bunch of houses, with a bat in your hand. 298 00:17:39,891 --> 00:17:40,808 Unless- 299 00:17:40,808 --> 00:17:44,187 Unless, of course, I wandered into the neighborhood 300 00:17:44,187 --> 00:17:46,314 with a bat in my hand as well as the wilderness. 301 00:17:46,314 --> 00:17:49,150 In which case that's a much bigger problem. 302 00:17:49,150 --> 00:17:53,321 I guess I should make a circuit over there real quick and, see what I can find. 303 00:17:54,530 --> 00:17:57,533 Oh, actually, you know what? I think that is- 304 00:17:57,575 --> 00:17:59,619 Yeah, that's the neighbor coming out. 305 00:17:59,619 --> 00:18:01,120 Let me see if I can catch him before he leaves. 306 00:18:01,120 --> 00:18:03,998 See if he knows anything. 307 00:18:03,998 --> 00:18:04,999 No no no no no no no. 308 00:18:04,999 --> 00:18:07,126 Ah, shit. He's gone. 309 00:18:08,127 --> 00:18:10,672 I didn't make it. 310 00:18:10,672 --> 00:18:13,091 I didn't even see which way he went. 311 00:18:13,091 --> 00:18:14,258 Hear anything... 312 00:18:14,258 --> 00:18:14,592 Shit. 313 00:18:14,592 --> 00:18:17,095 Well, maybe he'll be back in a little while. 314 00:18:17,095 --> 00:18:18,930 All right. Well, 315 00:18:18,930 --> 00:18:21,933 no solutions here, I guess. 316 00:18:22,558 --> 00:18:25,520 [phone ringing] 317 00:18:26,437 --> 00:18:27,230 -Hey. So, look, 318 00:18:27,230 --> 00:18:31,067 I- I don't want to tell you a ton of information about this, okay? 319 00:18:31,067 --> 00:18:33,528 I don't want to get into, like, too many details, 320 00:18:33,528 --> 00:18:36,531 but I want your opinion on something 321 00:18:36,614 --> 00:18:39,575 because you are a paralegal. 322 00:18:39,575 --> 00:18:42,578 -That's never a great way to start a conversation. 323 00:18:42,578 --> 00:18:44,288 -No, well, look, just don't worry, I- 324 00:18:44,288 --> 00:18:47,291 I promise you that I'm not going to, like, incriminate you or anything, okay? 325 00:18:47,542 --> 00:18:47,709 -Yeah. 326 00:18:47,709 --> 00:18:50,002 And that's an even more comforting follow up. 327 00:18:50,002 --> 00:18:50,586 -No, listen. 328 00:18:50,586 --> 00:18:55,842 So, so I have been, sleepwalking lately. 329 00:18:56,843 --> 00:18:57,468 -Okay. 330 00:18:57,468 --> 00:19:01,931 -Around the house, and then out of the house, 331 00:19:03,182 --> 00:19:06,060 with a baseball bat. 332 00:19:06,060 --> 00:19:07,728 -Jesus. Are you okay? 333 00:19:07,728 --> 00:19:09,313 What did you do? 334 00:19:09,313 --> 00:19:10,398 -No, no, no, no, nothing. 335 00:19:10,398 --> 00:19:13,109 I don't think I did anything at all. -You don't think?! 336 00:19:13,109 --> 00:19:14,026 -No, no, no, that's what I'm saying. 337 00:19:14,026 --> 00:19:17,613 There is no evidence that I did anything but, you know, 338 00:19:17,613 --> 00:19:20,032 sort of wander around in my sleep with a baseball bat. 339 00:19:20,616 --> 00:19:24,287 -Well, I can understand why you didn't want to get into too many details. 340 00:19:24,495 --> 00:19:25,621 -Okay. 341 00:19:25,621 --> 00:19:26,372 All fun here. 342 00:19:26,372 --> 00:19:28,833 Let's listen, I just I had one main question, okay? 343 00:19:28,833 --> 00:19:32,086 I just want to know, what is the legal status 344 00:19:32,086 --> 00:19:34,547 for something that you do when you're asleep and sleepwalking? 345 00:19:34,547 --> 00:19:36,632 Like, can you- I don't know, 346 00:19:36,632 --> 00:19:39,635 can you get in trouble for things that you do while you're unconscious? 347 00:19:40,052 --> 00:19:44,765 -Okay, so you understand that I am a paralegal and not an attorney? 348 00:19:45,558 --> 00:19:48,144 -Yes, and I'm not asking for legal advice. 349 00:19:48,144 --> 00:19:49,979 I just want to know what you know. 350 00:19:49,979 --> 00:19:53,566 I already asked the chat AI agent, but it refuses to give me any, 351 00:19:53,566 --> 00:19:57,945 like, actual legal advice, so- -I refuse to give you legal advice, too. 352 00:19:57,987 --> 00:20:00,573 -Okay, well, I understand, and I am not asking for that. 353 00:20:00,573 --> 00:20:03,743 I'm literally just asking what have you heard of before in relation to this? 354 00:20:03,868 --> 00:20:07,788 Okay, so I know that sometimes people have gotten off of crimes 355 00:20:07,788 --> 00:20:11,417 because if they're asleep, no one can prove intent. 356 00:20:11,417 --> 00:20:13,002 But I also know that 357 00:20:13,002 --> 00:20:16,714 people have had to pay for damages that they caused while sleepwalking, 358 00:20:17,048 --> 00:20:18,299 because they knew 359 00:20:18,299 --> 00:20:21,344 that they were a sleepwalker and didn't do anything to stop themselves 360 00:20:21,344 --> 00:20:24,180 from hurting others or hurting property or anything like that. 361 00:20:24,180 --> 00:20:27,350 So it's not really like a simple yes or no answer. 362 00:20:28,434 --> 00:20:29,810 -Okay, well, okay. 363 00:20:29,810 --> 00:20:32,146 Well, first of all, I am doing stuff. 364 00:20:32,146 --> 00:20:33,689 I'm recording myself at night. 365 00:20:33,689 --> 00:20:35,399 I am working to try and figure out 366 00:20:35,399 --> 00:20:38,402 what is causing the sleepwalking out of nowhere, you know? 367 00:20:39,362 --> 00:20:41,322 -Are you sure you're okay, man? 368 00:20:41,322 --> 00:20:44,325 I know everything at home isn't great, you know? 369 00:20:44,325 --> 00:20:46,118 But you got to take care of yourself. 370 00:20:46,118 --> 00:20:48,496 -Yeah, no, I- 371 00:20:48,496 --> 00:20:50,498 listen, I'm- 372 00:20:50,498 --> 00:20:51,874 you know, I'm trying. 373 00:20:51,874 --> 00:20:53,167 It's... 374 00:20:53,167 --> 00:20:55,378 -You should be speaking to a professional. 375 00:20:55,378 --> 00:20:57,797 That way, there's, like, evidence 376 00:20:57,797 --> 00:21:00,758 that you're that you're trying to seek help. 377 00:21:01,759 --> 00:21:02,718 -Oh, okay. 378 00:21:02,718 --> 00:21:05,221 Well, I actually I am working on that, so. 379 00:21:05,221 --> 00:21:05,680 -Okay, good. 380 00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:08,683 Well, you'll call me if you need anything, right? 381 00:21:08,849 --> 00:21:11,102 -Yes, I swear I will. 382 00:21:11,102 --> 00:21:15,064 -And not just with crazy stories about crazy shit 383 00:21:15,064 --> 00:21:19,360 that you did at night with a baseball bat. -Yes. 384 00:21:19,360 --> 00:21:20,319 All right, I promise. 385 00:21:20,319 --> 00:21:22,363 And, we'll try and find some time soon. 386 00:21:22,363 --> 00:21:24,657 Maybe go grab some lunch or something, okay? 387 00:21:24,657 --> 00:21:25,324 -Okay. Sounds good. 388 00:21:28,452 --> 00:21:28,786 Okay. 389 00:21:28,786 --> 00:21:32,206 Well, so I shared that footage of my friend and I talking with you, 390 00:21:32,206 --> 00:21:33,249 even though I'm going to be honest, 391 00:21:33,249 --> 00:21:35,668 it was like some borderline private stuff there. 392 00:21:35,668 --> 00:21:38,170 But the reason I shared it is because he's now got me kind of like- 393 00:21:38,170 --> 00:21:42,633 he’s got me really nervous because what he said was essentially, 394 00:21:43,092 --> 00:21:45,970 I could get in a huge amount of trouble, even if I am unconscious. 395 00:21:45,970 --> 00:21:47,221 And that worries me a lot. 396 00:21:47,221 --> 00:21:52,184 So, I'm now going to basically keep recording 397 00:21:52,685 --> 00:21:56,147 all the time, as much as humanly possible for two reasons instead of just one. 398 00:21:56,397 --> 00:21:58,023 The first reason, which was before, is 399 00:21:58,023 --> 00:22:01,026 I want to figure out what's going on, and this is the best way to do it. 400 00:22:01,068 --> 00:22:03,946 But secondly, I now think it's probably the safest option 401 00:22:03,946 --> 00:22:06,824 to just have as much as possible recorded all the time 402 00:22:06,824 --> 00:22:10,453 because if something happens and I don't remember it, 403 00:22:10,453 --> 00:22:13,122 then it's someone else's word, not even against my word. 404 00:22:13,122 --> 00:22:14,081 I have nothing. 405 00:22:14,081 --> 00:22:16,459 But if I have recordings, then at least I know what happened. 406 00:22:16,459 --> 00:22:20,296 I've got some leg to stand on, so I'm just going to try to record all the time. 407 00:22:20,296 --> 00:22:21,422 The reason that I don't know what happened 408 00:22:21,422 --> 00:22:24,550 last night is because I left the house where there's no cameras, right? 409 00:22:25,176 --> 00:22:26,051 And it doesn't matter. 410 00:22:26,051 --> 00:22:28,929 I could put cameras on the outside of the house pointing outward. 411 00:22:28,929 --> 00:22:33,267 The problem is, even if I do that, if I walk far enough, like I probably did 412 00:22:33,267 --> 00:22:36,645 last night and went into the woods or around the retention pond, eventually 413 00:22:36,645 --> 00:22:39,940 I get far away enough from the house that the cameras won't see me anymore. 414 00:22:39,940 --> 00:22:42,943 And whenever I do that, there's, again, footage missing 415 00:22:42,943 --> 00:22:45,946 and my word or somebody else's word against nothing. 416 00:22:45,988 --> 00:22:48,991 So that is why I got this. 417 00:22:49,408 --> 00:22:54,079 It is, you wear- here, let me show you. You wear it on your head like this. 418 00:22:56,957 --> 00:22:57,374 Boom. 419 00:22:57,374 --> 00:22:58,292 There we go. Look. 420 00:22:58,292 --> 00:23:01,295 See? So it's strapped to my head, hands free. 421 00:23:01,337 --> 00:23:03,339 It moves where I move. Right? 422 00:23:03,339 --> 00:23:06,967 So now if I'm sleeping, it just monitors me sleeping. 423 00:23:07,092 --> 00:23:08,260 If I get up and walk around. 424 00:23:08,260 --> 00:23:11,263 This is set to point basically where my eyes and my face point. 425 00:23:11,472 --> 00:23:13,682 So wherever I'm looking, it's looking. 426 00:23:13,682 --> 00:23:16,435 So there's we're not going to run into that same problem that we did 427 00:23:16,435 --> 00:23:17,186 before, right? 428 00:23:17,186 --> 00:23:19,730 Oh, and also: inside, I have some lights on. 429 00:23:19,730 --> 00:23:20,105 That's good. 430 00:23:20,105 --> 00:23:22,691 I can usually see. If I go outside, God knows how dark it's going to be. 431 00:23:22,691 --> 00:23:25,694 But check this out, got this little guy right here. 432 00:23:26,195 --> 00:23:27,988 Boom! Light, right? 433 00:23:27,988 --> 00:23:30,950 It's fantastic because I don't know if the moon is going to be bright enough. 434 00:23:30,950 --> 00:23:32,284 I could be in the middle of the woods. 435 00:23:32,284 --> 00:23:35,120 But it doesn't matter now because I'm bringing my light source with me. 436 00:23:35,120 --> 00:23:36,038 So that is awesome. 437 00:23:36,038 --> 00:23:39,458 And then the final piece of the missing puzzle, which we talked about from before, 438 00:23:39,458 --> 00:23:41,418 which is that there was some sound that I couldn't hear. 439 00:23:41,418 --> 00:23:46,006 Well, I just realized I'm using this to record when, I'm doing these videos. 440 00:23:46,257 --> 00:23:47,466 Why not just keep this on? 441 00:23:47,466 --> 00:23:50,094 So I'm going to keep it on when I go to bed. That way, 442 00:23:50,094 --> 00:23:50,594 you know what? 443 00:23:50,594 --> 00:23:52,930 If I come up with eight hours of nothing but snoring? Fantastic. 444 00:23:52,930 --> 00:23:53,806 It means I made it through the night. 445 00:23:53,806 --> 00:23:56,809 But if not, at least I can hear what it is that I'm saying and what's happening. 446 00:23:57,017 --> 00:24:00,062 So I think with these pieces sort of all combined, 447 00:24:00,437 --> 00:24:03,649 that will be enough for there to not be a circumstance like last night 448 00:24:03,857 --> 00:24:05,359 where I am left basically 449 00:24:05,359 --> 00:24:08,862 with just a huge hole in my memory, in my activity that I can't solve. 450 00:24:09,113 --> 00:24:10,030 So that won't happen again. 451 00:24:10,030 --> 00:24:14,159 So that's, I think, really good news and also not just that there's not a hole, 452 00:24:14,243 --> 00:24:16,120 but maybe I can see what's going on and it'll help me 453 00:24:16,120 --> 00:24:18,580 to figure out what the what the fuck this is all about. 454 00:24:18,580 --> 00:24:18,956 I don't know. 455 00:24:18,956 --> 00:24:21,667 I feel as crazy as last night was, 456 00:24:21,667 --> 00:24:24,253 and what has happened today, I feel positive moving forward. 457 00:24:24,253 --> 00:24:27,131 I think I might be on the verge of a breakthrough here, 458 00:24:27,131 --> 00:24:30,300 and that is largely because of a lot of what you all have helped me with. So, 459 00:24:32,219 --> 00:24:35,222 thank you. 460 00:25:01,582 --> 00:25:04,543 [faucet running] 461 00:25:29,693 --> 00:25:31,069 [hands clapping] 462 00:25:43,165 --> 00:25:46,126 [chair dragging] 463 00:25:49,755 --> 00:25:52,716 [chair clunking] 464 00:25:57,262 --> 00:25:58,514 [sniffing] 465 00:26:02,518 --> 00:26:04,019 [exhaling] 466 00:26:14,029 --> 00:26:16,990 [chair scraping] 467 00:26:18,784 --> 00:26:20,869 [chair clunking] 468 00:26:47,271 --> 00:26:48,564 [grunting] 469 00:27:06,790 --> 00:27:10,961 So I don't know what the fuck that was about. 470 00:27:11,920 --> 00:27:15,132 How- how would you even explain? 471 00:27:15,674 --> 00:27:18,260 I- so here's the thing. 472 00:27:18,260 --> 00:27:21,054 I know I haven't been on my exercise regimen since I moved out. 473 00:27:21,054 --> 00:27:22,889 You know, I know I've let myself go a little bit. 474 00:27:22,889 --> 00:27:27,311 So is it possible, subconsciously, that I'm like, 475 00:27:27,769 --> 00:27:30,147 I recognize that I need exercise. 476 00:27:30,147 --> 00:27:33,233 And so I was doing whatever the fuck all of that was last night? 477 00:27:33,233 --> 00:27:35,027 I don't know. The therapist who posted yesterday. 478 00:27:35,027 --> 00:27:38,739 I read over what, what he posted and I think there's something to it. 479 00:27:38,739 --> 00:27:41,867 I think it's interesting he talked about the idea of digging into the things 480 00:27:42,159 --> 00:27:44,953 that I think might be connected to the sleepwalking, right? 481 00:27:44,953 --> 00:27:47,748 Basically, the way he described it is try to stir something up 482 00:27:47,748 --> 00:27:49,708 if you think it's related to the sleepwalking. 483 00:27:49,708 --> 00:27:52,169 And then, since I'm recording what's happening, 484 00:27:52,169 --> 00:27:55,338 I can see if there's an impact on it, right? 485 00:27:55,547 --> 00:27:57,841 Do I stop sleepwalking? Does it get worse? 486 00:27:57,841 --> 00:27:58,592 And then I can- 487 00:27:58,592 --> 00:28:01,595 maybe that will show me that there's some connective tissue between the thing 488 00:28:01,678 --> 00:28:05,307 that I'm pressing on, that psychological pressure point, and the sleepwalking. 489 00:28:05,974 --> 00:28:07,893 That made a lot of sense to me. 490 00:28:07,893 --> 00:28:11,772 I went to the chat AI agent, and I mentioned the idea to it. The- 491 00:28:11,813 --> 00:28:13,690 I didn't get quite the same information. 492 00:28:13,690 --> 00:28:18,278 They talked a bit about something called, exposure therapy or cognitive 493 00:28:18,278 --> 00:28:21,406 behavioral therapy, which I guess is just doing something 494 00:28:21,406 --> 00:28:24,117 you don't like enough that you become used to it or something? 495 00:28:24,117 --> 00:28:25,786 I don't know, it wasn't recommending it. 496 00:28:25,786 --> 00:28:28,246 It seemed mostly informational. And frankly, 497 00:28:29,748 --> 00:28:31,458 it's very reticent to give me 498 00:28:31,458 --> 00:28:34,586 any information related to health and wellness and medication and stuff. 499 00:28:34,586 --> 00:28:37,547 So I guess not a huge surprise that I didn’t get a lot of help there. 500 00:28:37,547 --> 00:28:40,675 But what the therapist says does make sense to me. 501 00:28:40,675 --> 00:28:43,678 So what I was thinking 502 00:28:44,262 --> 00:28:46,973 was the- I guess, the obvious, right? 503 00:28:46,973 --> 00:28:50,560 Mary Alice and I have not 504 00:28:51,311 --> 00:28:54,689 spoken, haven't talked since I moved out. 505 00:28:54,689 --> 00:28:55,816 I mean, we've communicated. 506 00:28:55,816 --> 00:28:59,110 We texted twice, once about an insurance thing, 507 00:28:59,110 --> 00:29:03,406 and then one time she wrote me to find out where the tax papers were. 508 00:29:03,824 --> 00:29:06,827 But that's all the communication that we've had. 509 00:29:07,327 --> 00:29:10,330 And it is very clear to me that I think she doesn't 510 00:29:10,622 --> 00:29:12,874 she just doesn't want to talk to me. 511 00:29:12,874 --> 00:29:14,960 So... but I thought 512 00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:18,046 maybe I could tell her what's happening here. And 513 00:29:19,214 --> 00:29:22,634 I don't- I don't know what. At least she'll know. 514 00:29:22,634 --> 00:29:23,760 I'll know that she'll know. 515 00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:26,012 Does it- will that have some 516 00:29:26,012 --> 00:29:27,013 kind of an impact? 517 00:29:27,013 --> 00:29:29,891 I don't know. But anyway, that's- 518 00:29:29,891 --> 00:29:31,101 So that's what I'm going to do. 519 00:29:31,101 --> 00:29:34,104 I'm just going to give her a call and we see. 520 00:29:40,026 --> 00:29:42,988 [phone ringing] 521 00:29:46,366 --> 00:29:48,076 -Hello? -Hey. 522 00:29:48,076 --> 00:29:49,536 I wasn't sure if you were going to be in. 523 00:29:49,536 --> 00:29:51,204 Am I interrupting anything? 524 00:29:51,204 --> 00:29:52,622 -No. It's just it's fine. 525 00:29:52,622 --> 00:29:54,332 I'm just taking a break. 526 00:29:54,332 --> 00:29:55,375 -Okay. 527 00:29:55,375 --> 00:29:57,168 Oh, right. It's Tuesday. 528 00:29:57,168 --> 00:30:00,046 So you had the, um... -Yeah. 529 00:30:00,046 --> 00:30:03,049 -Yeah, right. So it was good? 530 00:30:03,049 --> 00:30:03,800 -It's fine. 531 00:30:03,800 --> 00:30:05,719 Did you need something? 532 00:30:05,719 --> 00:30:06,595 -Right. Yeah. 533 00:30:06,595 --> 00:30:09,598 I was... 534 00:30:10,557 --> 00:30:13,602 -Do you know yet when you're going to be able to pick up the rest of these boxes? 535 00:30:14,019 --> 00:30:18,023 Where they're stacked, it's really hard to get in on a picture and everything. So... 536 00:30:18,815 --> 00:30:20,442 -Right. Sorry about that. 537 00:30:20,442 --> 00:30:21,610 Yeah. It will not be long. 538 00:30:21,610 --> 00:30:23,653 I need to, 539 00:30:23,653 --> 00:30:27,824 I just need to rent a, you know, whatever you call- storage unit. I’ll get that, and then- 540 00:30:27,824 --> 00:30:29,117 yeah, then I can come by to get them. 541 00:30:29,117 --> 00:30:31,369 It probably shouldn't be more than a couple days. 542 00:30:32,329 --> 00:30:32,746 -Okay. 543 00:30:32,746 --> 00:30:35,749 If it's going to be later than Saturday, though, could you let me know? 544 00:30:35,749 --> 00:30:38,668 I can always ask Ann to help me move them into the garage. 545 00:30:38,668 --> 00:30:41,379 -No, you don't have to- I can move them for you. 546 00:30:41,379 --> 00:30:44,674 -There's no reason for you to come back here just to move the boxes 547 00:30:44,674 --> 00:30:45,759 somewhere else in the house. 548 00:30:45,759 --> 00:30:46,968 You could just come when 549 00:30:46,968 --> 00:30:49,554 you're ready to take them. 550 00:30:49,554 --> 00:30:50,472 -Okay. 551 00:30:50,472 --> 00:30:52,265 Yeah. 552 00:30:52,265 --> 00:30:53,725 Yeah. It shouldn't be later than Saturday. 553 00:30:53,725 --> 00:30:59,647 So- anyway, I was- there was something that I wanted to- 554 00:30:59,689 --> 00:31:04,152 to talk to you about or, well, ask you about, I guess, too. Which is- 555 00:31:05,570 --> 00:31:09,115 have you ever seen me sleepwalking? 556 00:31:09,115 --> 00:31:12,118 Like, getting up, walking around the house. 557 00:31:12,744 --> 00:31:15,163 -What? No. 558 00:31:15,163 --> 00:31:15,705 -Okay. 559 00:31:15,705 --> 00:31:19,334 Well, so that means then, that I have just started 560 00:31:19,334 --> 00:31:21,377 sleepwalking over the last few days. 561 00:31:21,377 --> 00:31:22,337 Like, a lot. 562 00:31:22,337 --> 00:31:25,006 I'm walking around inside the house. I went outside of the house. 563 00:31:26,966 --> 00:31:29,010 -Okay, well, 564 00:31:29,010 --> 00:31:31,096 I guess that's strange. 565 00:31:31,096 --> 00:31:32,430 -Yeah, yeah. It is. 566 00:31:32,430 --> 00:31:36,351 So, anyway, I've been speaking with some people who've dealt with it before 567 00:31:36,559 --> 00:31:38,019 and a lot of their advice, 568 00:31:38,019 --> 00:31:41,564 what they're saying to me basically is try and figure out 569 00:31:42,107 --> 00:31:45,068 what's causing it. 570 00:31:45,819 --> 00:31:48,822 -And that's why you're calling me? -Yes. 571 00:31:48,822 --> 00:31:50,281 -Because it's my fault. 572 00:31:50,281 --> 00:31:52,325 No! No, no, I did not mean it like that. 573 00:31:52,325 --> 00:31:55,120 I was- I just meant that it wasn't- 574 00:31:55,120 --> 00:31:57,038 I mean, it wasn't happening when I was there. Obviously. 575 00:31:57,038 --> 00:31:58,206 You just said that. Right? 576 00:31:58,206 --> 00:32:01,751 So it just- it started when I moved in here. 577 00:32:02,627 --> 00:32:04,254 -And that's my fault, too? 578 00:32:04,254 --> 00:32:06,047 -I'm not trying to start a fight. 579 00:32:06,047 --> 00:32:06,756 I swear. 580 00:32:06,756 --> 00:32:10,844 I just- they said to think about things that have changed in your life recently 581 00:32:11,052 --> 00:32:13,763 and then- I don't know, they might be connected. 582 00:32:13,763 --> 00:32:16,724 -So of all the things, that's the one you decided on. 583 00:32:16,724 --> 00:32:19,602 It couldn't be that maybe you spent so much time on your phone 584 00:32:19,602 --> 00:32:22,730 and your computer, not doing anything or feeling anything, 585 00:32:22,730 --> 00:32:26,860 that the only way you can get any freedom from the constant noise and input 586 00:32:27,026 --> 00:32:30,280 and anxiety is to just get up and go somewhere at night, 587 00:32:30,738 --> 00:32:33,575 when you're sleeping everything's finally quiet? 588 00:32:34,576 --> 00:32:36,160 But I'm sure that's not it. 589 00:32:36,160 --> 00:32:38,079 It must be my fault. 590 00:32:38,079 --> 00:32:41,082 -I did not say that it was your fault. 591 00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:45,670 -I need to go, and I would prefer that if there's something else you need, 592 00:32:45,670 --> 00:32:47,714 unless it's about coming to get these boxes, 593 00:32:47,714 --> 00:32:50,717 could you just communicate through text? 594 00:32:51,134 --> 00:32:53,803 -Yeah. 595 00:32:53,803 --> 00:32:56,681 -I'm not here to be your therapist. 596 00:32:56,681 --> 00:32:59,684 You have a machine for that. 597 00:33:08,109 --> 00:33:11,112 Well. 598 00:33:12,071 --> 00:33:13,781 I guess we'll see how I sleep 599 00:33:13,781 --> 00:33:16,326 tonight. 600 00:33:23,666 --> 00:33:26,628 [grunting] 601 00:33:50,526 --> 00:33:53,488 [faucet running] 602 00:34:24,018 --> 00:34:25,061 [knife clanging] 603 00:34:45,623 --> 00:34:48,584 [door sliding] 604 00:34:54,257 --> 00:34:57,218 [soft breathing] 605 00:35:01,597 --> 00:35:04,559 [door banging] 606 00:35:18,114 --> 00:35:21,075 [crackling static] 607 00:35:28,833 --> 00:35:31,794 [static volume increases] 608 00:35:40,928 --> 00:35:43,890 [electronic buzzing] 609 00:35:47,643 --> 00:35:48,978 What... the- 610 00:35:48,978 --> 00:35:51,939 fuck! What is- 611 00:35:52,106 --> 00:35:55,109 Jesus Christ! 612 00:35:55,401 --> 00:35:56,235 -the hell-- 613 00:35:56,235 --> 00:35:59,238 Oh my God! Aah! 614 00:35:59,488 --> 00:36:02,575 Ah! Ow. Ah. Ah. 615 00:36:03,242 --> 00:36:07,079 [gasping] 616 00:36:18,382 --> 00:36:21,510 Oh my God! What did I do? What did I do? 617 00:36:22,720 --> 00:36:24,847 What did I do? 618 00:36:24,847 --> 00:36:27,224 What the fuck is going on? 619 00:36:27,224 --> 00:36:30,227 What the fuck is going on? 620 00:36:30,728 --> 00:36:33,064 [gasping] 621 00:36:41,989 --> 00:36:43,866 [door slamming] 622 00:36:44,617 --> 00:36:47,578 [faucet running] 623 00:36:50,081 --> 00:36:54,293 Ow!... fuck... 624 00:36:54,752 --> 00:36:57,713 [labored breathing] 625 00:37:02,510 --> 00:37:04,845 [grunting] 626 00:37:05,429 --> 00:37:08,391 God! 627 00:37:09,350 --> 00:37:10,976 Oh, shit. 628 00:37:15,231 --> 00:37:18,192 [pained moaning] 629 00:37:23,989 --> 00:37:26,951 [breathless panting] 630 00:37:39,213 --> 00:37:41,549 [camera clunking] 631 00:38:18,586 --> 00:38:20,880 Do you see how fucking big this thing is? Here- 632 00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:26,760 Can you see how big this thing is? 633 00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:28,846 Look at the- 634 00:38:28,846 --> 00:38:30,639 That is how far that would protrude 635 00:38:30,639 --> 00:38:33,642 into my fucking head if I stabbed myself in the eyeball with this. 636 00:38:33,976 --> 00:38:37,605 And I was running at an all-out sprint last night to get back to this house 637 00:38:38,189 --> 00:38:40,983 with this thing in my hand, inches away from my eyeball, 638 00:38:40,983 --> 00:38:43,986 full-out sprint. 639 00:38:44,486 --> 00:38:46,030 That should have been 640 00:38:46,030 --> 00:38:49,033 the most terrifying thing that happened to me last night. 641 00:38:49,575 --> 00:38:51,702 It came in second 642 00:38:51,702 --> 00:38:54,788 because there is a faceless man waving at me 643 00:38:54,788 --> 00:38:57,791 in the fucking woods. 644 00:39:00,586 --> 00:39:01,921 I don't have anything else to say. 645 00:39:01,921 --> 00:39:04,298 Like that's the end of a conversation, right? 646 00:39:04,298 --> 00:39:05,925 How do I follow that up? 647 00:39:05,925 --> 00:39:08,928 What the fuck is going on? 648 00:39:09,053 --> 00:39:11,680 I'm- are these separate incidents? 649 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:13,098 I'm sleepwalking. 650 00:39:13,098 --> 00:39:15,643 I walk out of the house with a weapon in my hands, 651 00:39:15,643 --> 00:39:18,646 not aware of the fact that I'm doing it, don't know why I'm doing it. 652 00:39:18,896 --> 00:39:19,813 And I end up in the woods. 653 00:39:19,813 --> 00:39:24,944 And for the first time while I'm recording, I see a man with no face. 654 00:39:25,361 --> 00:39:28,906 I don't know- I don't know what he is, standing in the woods like he's fucking 655 00:39:28,906 --> 00:39:29,740 waiting for me. 656 00:39:34,453 --> 00:39:37,456 The fuck is going on? 657 00:39:38,457 --> 00:39:40,793 I would ask if anybody else here has experienced this 658 00:39:40,793 --> 00:39:44,463 but there is no fucking way anyone else here has experienced this. 659 00:39:44,838 --> 00:39:47,383 And no offense to you, if you didn't record it, 660 00:39:47,383 --> 00:39:50,844 you would feel like I feel, which is that you probably dreamt the fucking thing, 661 00:39:52,304 --> 00:39:55,224 but a head camera doesn't capture a dream. 662 00:39:55,224 --> 00:39:58,227 So whatever I saw really fucking happened. 663 00:40:06,443 --> 00:40:07,528 I have spent 664 00:40:07,528 --> 00:40:11,532 the last three hours trying to come up with a way that any of this 665 00:40:12,199 --> 00:40:15,202 could make sense to anyone else, or to me. 666 00:40:15,619 --> 00:40:16,829 I'd be satisfied with it 667 00:40:16,829 --> 00:40:18,997 making sense to me. 668 00:40:18,997 --> 00:40:22,000 And the only thing I came to was 669 00:40:22,960 --> 00:40:24,712 one of- I apologize, 670 00:40:24,712 --> 00:40:27,715 I don't remember who it was, but one of you posted 671 00:40:28,173 --> 00:40:31,093 and you talked about- it was the thing about the dream catcher. 672 00:40:31,093 --> 00:40:32,803 You know what I'm talking about? 673 00:40:32,803 --> 00:40:35,264 You guys can go back and look, I don't remember all the details, 674 00:40:35,264 --> 00:40:38,267 but he was saying something about how he was having the night terrors. 675 00:40:38,267 --> 00:40:40,936 He didn't know where they were coming from, why they were happening. 676 00:40:40,936 --> 00:40:42,730 And then it was when he just- 677 00:40:42,730 --> 00:40:47,025 he discovered that there was a dream catcher in the closet of his house. 678 00:40:47,526 --> 00:40:50,529 And when he found it and he threw it away, he said the night terrors stopped. 679 00:40:51,613 --> 00:40:53,907 Now, I'm not trying to be offensive 680 00:40:53,907 --> 00:40:56,910 to anyone's beliefs or anything like that, I promise you, but 681 00:40:57,786 --> 00:40:58,996 it was his house. 682 00:40:58,996 --> 00:41:01,248 You were the only one that lived there, is what you said. 683 00:41:01,248 --> 00:41:04,084 Which means you had to be the one that brought it in there, right? 684 00:41:04,084 --> 00:41:08,172 So the insinuation, it seemed like, was you were saying 685 00:41:08,422 --> 00:41:11,425 it was some supernatural issue causing the terrors. 686 00:41:11,425 --> 00:41:13,635 And when you got rid of this thing, it stopped. 687 00:41:13,635 --> 00:41:17,431 But if you brought it in there, then you knew subconsciously it was there. 688 00:41:18,015 --> 00:41:20,517 Is that why you were having night terrors? 689 00:41:20,517 --> 00:41:22,478 Because you knew it was there. 690 00:41:22,478 --> 00:41:25,439 And when your conscious mind found it and you got rid of it, 691 00:41:25,439 --> 00:41:28,442 that's when it cleared up. 692 00:41:28,859 --> 00:41:29,985 I'm not diagnosing you. 693 00:41:29,985 --> 00:41:32,446 I'm just saying that's what I thought of your situation. 694 00:41:32,446 --> 00:41:35,532 And now that's the only fucking thing that makes any sense to me. 695 00:41:36,825 --> 00:41:38,452 Is it possible 696 00:41:38,452 --> 00:41:41,622 that I knew that there was someone... I don't want to say stalking me. 697 00:41:41,622 --> 00:41:43,582 I don't know if it's stalking, but following me, 698 00:41:43,582 --> 00:41:45,542 at least. Some guy in the woods. 699 00:41:45,542 --> 00:41:48,879 Some guy I've seen out of the corner of my eye somewhere, something didn't 700 00:41:48,879 --> 00:41:53,550 quite register to my conscious mind, but I somehow like some, you know, lizard 701 00:41:53,550 --> 00:41:57,888 part of my brain is aware that there's a guy watching me and that I feel danger. 702 00:41:58,722 --> 00:42:03,227 So maybe when I'm asleep, I'm waking up, I'm walking around, I'm monitoring. 703 00:42:03,977 --> 00:42:05,812 I'm grabbing a fucking baseball bat. 704 00:42:05,812 --> 00:42:08,941 I'm grabbing a barbecue fork, and I'm going looking around to see 705 00:42:08,941 --> 00:42:14,029 if there's someone out here that's a threat to me. 706 00:42:18,242 --> 00:42:21,286 That worries me, as does the man outside. 707 00:42:23,413 --> 00:42:28,585 But I feel like I want to believe that more than I want to believe 708 00:42:28,585 --> 00:42:31,588 any other possible explanation for this. 709 00:42:34,007 --> 00:42:36,885 It sounds insane for me to ask you this, but if there is anybody 710 00:42:36,885 --> 00:42:40,180 who has any experience even remotely approaching 711 00:42:40,180 --> 00:42:43,183 what I am describing and what you saw in the video, please, 712 00:42:44,351 --> 00:42:44,935 please share. 713 00:42:44,935 --> 00:42:46,103 I don't care if you think it's 714 00:42:46,103 --> 00:42:48,146 the most tenuous connection, please just share something. 715 00:42:48,146 --> 00:42:51,233 I need someone to help me understand what the fuck is happening. 716 00:42:52,317 --> 00:42:57,072 I don't know what to do next. 717 00:43:05,789 --> 00:43:07,416 [groaning] 718 00:43:20,971 --> 00:43:23,932 [faucet running] 719 00:44:14,775 --> 00:44:17,736 [*no sound*] 720 00:44:58,652 --> 00:45:00,695 [fabric rustling] 721 00:45:18,255 --> 00:45:21,216 [faucet running] 722 00:46:11,307 --> 00:46:14,269 [drawer closing] 723 00:47:51,074 --> 00:47:52,283 [spitting] 724 00:48:33,241 --> 00:48:36,244 Obviously there's a lot to talk about, but I- 725 00:48:36,869 --> 00:48:38,580 first of all, I don't know how to approach a lot of this. 726 00:48:38,580 --> 00:48:42,125 And secondly, I have not made a real meal in days. 727 00:48:42,125 --> 00:48:43,751 That probably does not surprise you. 728 00:48:43,751 --> 00:48:44,836 So I am not- 729 00:48:44,836 --> 00:48:45,753 I can't put it off any more. 730 00:48:45,753 --> 00:48:47,922 I'm trying to get some sense of normalcy back in my life, 731 00:48:47,922 --> 00:48:50,008 so I'm going to make some food while I'm talking about this. 732 00:48:50,008 --> 00:48:51,718 Maybe that'll help me too. I don't know, work it out. 733 00:48:51,718 --> 00:48:55,179 But, 734 00:48:55,263 --> 00:48:58,308 I don't know, I genuinely don't know how to look 735 00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:02,061 at my face in the mirror awake 736 00:49:02,061 --> 00:49:05,064 and understand how this level 737 00:49:06,691 --> 00:49:10,069 of anger and violence exists inside of me, 738 00:49:11,112 --> 00:49:14,115 towards me. 739 00:49:14,157 --> 00:49:16,034 Not that it should be towards anyone, 740 00:49:16,034 --> 00:49:18,911 but how do I not know about it? 741 00:49:18,911 --> 00:49:20,872 How can I be that angry? 742 00:49:20,872 --> 00:49:22,915 Want to do something that 743 00:49:22,915 --> 00:49:25,543 fucking horrible? 744 00:49:25,543 --> 00:49:27,795 But only when I'm asleep? 745 00:49:27,795 --> 00:49:29,839 And during the day, 746 00:49:29,839 --> 00:49:30,757 I don't- 747 00:49:30,757 --> 00:49:33,760 I don't feel any of that at all. 748 00:49:35,720 --> 00:49:37,513 I know, I know other people. 749 00:49:37,513 --> 00:49:40,683 I mean, I'm not super close with them, but I know other people, distant family 750 00:49:40,683 --> 00:49:44,020 members or friends of friends who have dealt with issues like, 751 00:49:44,687 --> 00:49:47,148 you know, negative thoughts or suicidal ideation 752 00:49:47,148 --> 00:49:50,109 and things like that. 753 00:49:50,318 --> 00:49:52,737 I don't know anybody who has ever said that they don't 754 00:49:52,737 --> 00:49:56,616 remember it happening, or they don't know that they feel that way. 755 00:49:58,659 --> 00:50:00,703 [salt grinding] 756 00:50:02,038 --> 00:50:05,041 And I- 757 00:50:06,584 --> 00:50:06,918 I don't 758 00:50:06,918 --> 00:50:10,797 know how to get my head around the idea that there is a hatred in me. 759 00:50:10,797 --> 00:50:12,590 For me, it's got to be a hatred. 760 00:50:12,590 --> 00:50:15,593 Why would you do that to someone that you cared about? 761 00:50:17,386 --> 00:50:19,138 And then I, and I don't 762 00:50:19,138 --> 00:50:23,017 right now have any feeling, any understanding, or any memory of that. 763 00:50:24,769 --> 00:50:27,897 It- what it reminds me of is 764 00:50:29,065 --> 00:50:31,067 phantom limb syndrome. 765 00:50:31,067 --> 00:50:31,901 You've heard of that? 766 00:50:31,901 --> 00:50:35,446 It's that- so, like when people in the military, like, 767 00:50:35,446 --> 00:50:38,241 they lose a limb, you know, like a bomb explodes or an IED or something. 768 00:50:38,241 --> 00:50:39,909 They lose an arm, they lose a leg. 769 00:50:39,909 --> 00:50:43,037 You get a situation where they are continuing 770 00:50:43,037 --> 00:50:45,998 to feel feelings about something that doesn't exist anymore, right? 771 00:50:46,249 --> 00:50:50,002 Their arm itches or they've got a muscle cramp in their leg. 772 00:50:50,419 --> 00:50:52,588 But there is no arm. There is no leg. 773 00:50:52,588 --> 00:50:54,340 And yet they feel it. 774 00:50:54,340 --> 00:50:56,676 And so they're stuck with this feeling 775 00:50:56,676 --> 00:50:58,636 that's coming from a place that doesn't exist. 776 00:50:59,679 --> 00:51:01,514 It's like the opposite for me. 777 00:51:01,514 --> 00:51:03,349 It's, I- 778 00:51:03,349 --> 00:51:05,184 something absolutely does exist. 779 00:51:05,184 --> 00:51:09,188 I looked at it on camera last night, but I don't feel anything about it. 780 00:51:11,524 --> 00:51:14,527 How is that possible? 781 00:51:20,992 --> 00:51:22,660 [Sam whistling] 782 00:51:22,660 --> 00:51:24,078 [faucet running] 783 00:51:25,580 --> 00:51:28,541 [brushing teeth] 784 00:51:29,208 --> 00:51:32,169 [faucet running] 785 00:51:36,173 --> 00:51:39,135 [brushing stops] 786 00:51:41,053 --> 00:51:42,930 [toothbrush clinks] 787 00:51:50,980 --> 00:51:53,941 [crackling static] 788 00:51:55,901 --> 00:52:00,740 [faucet running] 789 00:52:02,241 --> 00:52:05,620 [static continues] 790 00:52:05,620 --> 00:52:11,083 [faucet running] 791 00:52:39,528 --> 00:52:42,490 [door sliding] 792 00:52:53,876 --> 00:52:56,837 [door slamming] 793 00:53:07,807 --> 00:53:09,850 [faucet running] 794 00:53:16,273 --> 00:53:19,276 I don't know what to do, guys. I'm- 795 00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:20,444 There's nowhere to- 796 00:53:20,444 --> 00:53:22,071 there's nowhere to go. 797 00:53:22,071 --> 00:53:24,865 Nobody knows that I'm here. And this, 798 00:53:24,865 --> 00:53:27,159 whoever this is... 799 00:53:27,159 --> 00:53:28,786 found me... 800 00:53:28,786 --> 00:53:30,788 knows that- knows that I'm sleepwalking. 801 00:53:30,788 --> 00:53:33,958 Knows that he can do things to influence me while I'm sleepwalking. 802 00:53:36,752 --> 00:53:39,547 I can't even call the police. 803 00:53:39,547 --> 00:53:41,924 Because if I show them the video 804 00:53:41,924 --> 00:53:45,344 that's got me fucking scared, they're going to see that 805 00:53:45,344 --> 00:53:47,680 I opened the door for him, 806 00:53:47,680 --> 00:53:49,765 so he's not even trespassing. 807 00:53:49,765 --> 00:53:52,768 I basically let him in. 808 00:53:55,396 --> 00:53:58,190 There's no evidence he did anything wrong or anything illegal. 809 00:53:59,316 --> 00:54:01,443 I can't defend myself. 810 00:54:01,443 --> 00:54:04,446 I tried to stab myself in the mouth with a knife. 811 00:54:05,364 --> 00:54:06,949 What? 812 00:54:06,949 --> 00:54:08,576 I can't get a gun. 813 00:54:08,576 --> 00:54:10,744 How do I know I'm not going to fucking turn that on myself? 814 00:54:10,744 --> 00:54:13,455 Or he will turn it on me somehow. 815 00:54:13,455 --> 00:54:14,498 I can't defend myself. 816 00:54:14,498 --> 00:54:17,501 I can't go anywhere. I- 817 00:54:19,128 --> 00:54:20,921 All I can do 818 00:54:20,921 --> 00:54:23,924 is keep this on all the time. 819 00:54:24,884 --> 00:54:27,553 In the hopes that I see him, 820 00:54:27,553 --> 00:54:30,556 can actually see who he is, see where he goes. 821 00:54:32,933 --> 00:54:35,936 If I can figure out where he is, 822 00:54:36,520 --> 00:54:37,521 I can follow him. 823 00:54:37,521 --> 00:54:40,524 Maybe I can figure out why he's doing what he's doing. 824 00:54:45,529 --> 00:54:47,197 And, at least 825 00:54:47,197 --> 00:54:51,285 if I'm here by myself or I'm wherever I am by myself, there's no one else- 826 00:54:51,285 --> 00:54:53,912 at least then, there isn't anybody else to... 827 00:54:55,873 --> 00:54:58,876 get hurt. 828 00:55:05,924 --> 00:55:08,886 [phone ringing] 829 00:55:29,657 --> 00:55:30,741 -(voicemail) I'm not in right now, 830 00:55:30,741 --> 00:55:32,034 so please leave a message. 831 00:55:32,034 --> 00:55:33,202 [PHONE BEEP] 832 00:55:39,583 --> 00:55:40,959 Hey, Yeah. 833 00:55:40,959 --> 00:55:42,836 It's me. It's- listen, I'm- 834 00:55:42,836 --> 00:55:47,132 I'm, I'm so sorry about the last call. I'm calling to apol- 835 00:55:47,299 --> 00:55:50,260 I know you didn't want me to call, but I have to call you 836 00:55:50,302 --> 00:55:53,055 because it's the only way that I can apologize to you about the last call. 837 00:55:53,055 --> 00:55:55,057 I've been thinking about it a lot, all right? 838 00:55:55,057 --> 00:55:58,435 And I didn't mean to make it sound like I thought that it was your fault. 839 00:55:59,353 --> 00:55:59,603 All right. 840 00:55:59,603 --> 00:56:02,272 I'm sorry for bringing it up, then. 841 00:56:02,272 --> 00:56:04,358 I'm sorry for bringing it up again. 842 00:56:04,358 --> 00:56:06,693 And I'm not- 843 00:56:08,320 --> 00:56:11,281 I'm not trying to talk to you about the sleepwalking. 844 00:56:11,281 --> 00:56:14,284 It's just that it's getting worse a little bit. 845 00:56:15,285 --> 00:56:19,123 And- and I'm not saying that to make you feel- 846 00:56:20,666 --> 00:56:22,126 make you feel bad or anything. 847 00:56:22,126 --> 00:56:25,796 I'm just telling you because it's something that's happening to me. 848 00:56:26,171 --> 00:56:29,174 And I always told you everything that was happening to me. 849 00:56:31,927 --> 00:56:33,220 And so I've been thinking a lot 850 00:56:33,220 --> 00:56:36,223 about why it's happening, 851 00:56:36,265 --> 00:56:39,268 and I do think that it's related to you. 852 00:56:39,518 --> 00:56:42,980 I don't- it's not- I'm not saying it's your fault. 853 00:56:46,650 --> 00:56:48,485 I don't know how to say this. 854 00:56:48,485 --> 00:56:51,196 [unintelligible], when I wake up, I don't mean when I'm sleepwalking. 855 00:56:51,196 --> 00:56:54,199 I mean, when I wake up, I- 856 00:56:54,491 --> 00:56:56,994 the first place my hand goes is to the space 857 00:56:56,994 --> 00:57:00,164 in the bed next to me, and there is nothing there. 858 00:57:00,622 --> 00:57:03,083 It's just cold sheets. 859 00:57:04,293 --> 00:57:07,296 And all I can think about 860 00:57:07,796 --> 00:57:09,965 is the silence of this house. 861 00:57:09,965 --> 00:57:12,968 How fucking quiet it is. 862 00:57:13,635 --> 00:57:14,595 I think that's why 863 00:57:15,762 --> 00:57:18,765 I turn the faucet on when I get up. 864 00:57:18,932 --> 00:57:19,683 It's sound. 865 00:57:19,683 --> 00:57:22,686 It's something else besides me in here. 866 00:57:24,104 --> 00:57:26,231 I think all of this is about you, okay? 867 00:57:26,231 --> 00:57:30,319 That you're gone, that there is an enormous hole blown in my life. 868 00:57:30,319 --> 00:57:34,448 And it hurts to hear nothing but the echo of my own feet 869 00:57:34,448 --> 00:57:36,241 and nothing else in this house. 870 00:57:36,241 --> 00:57:39,244 To feel the cold of the sheets next to me. 871 00:57:40,662 --> 00:57:43,081 I think that I am just getting up 872 00:57:43,081 --> 00:57:46,084 in the middle of the night to get away from how that feels. 873 00:57:48,420 --> 00:57:51,423 I'm just trying to not have to face 874 00:57:52,174 --> 00:57:55,177 the reality that you are sleeping well 875 00:57:55,385 --> 00:57:58,388 and you are sleeping somewhere else, 876 00:57:58,639 --> 00:58:01,224 and it is your choice to be there 877 00:58:01,224 --> 00:58:04,227 without me. 878 00:58:04,394 --> 00:58:07,522 And nothing in the world when I'm awake 879 00:58:08,273 --> 00:58:11,652 has an answer for me and not my friend, and not the forum 880 00:58:11,860 --> 00:58:14,446 and not the fucking agent program. 881 00:58:14,446 --> 00:58:18,075 So when I'm sleeping, I just try to keep busy 882 00:58:18,492 --> 00:58:21,078 and not fucking think about it. 883 00:58:37,052 --> 00:58:38,470 [door chiming] 884 00:59:08,583 --> 00:59:11,545 [pool water lapping] 885 00:59:57,215 --> 01:00:00,177 [water stirring] 886 01:00:07,517 --> 01:00:10,478 [muted underwater lapping] 887 01:00:22,824 --> 01:00:36,046 [watery burbling] 888 01:00:47,891 --> 01:00:50,852 [screen door creaking] 889 01:00:56,900 --> 01:00:59,861 [muted underwater lapping] 890 01:01:23,468 --> 01:01:27,639 Hmm. Well, it's a little chilly in there. 891 01:01:28,932 --> 01:01:31,935 I think it's about time that you got out. 892 01:01:52,247 --> 01:01:55,208 [water sloshing] 893 01:01:56,251 --> 01:01:57,669 [water dripping] 894 01:02:13,643 --> 01:02:14,686 [crackling static] 895 01:02:17,147 --> 01:02:20,108 You're going to catch your death of cold. 896 01:02:20,150 --> 01:02:23,153 It's time to go. 897 01:02:35,331 --> 01:02:36,791 -Did- did you see it? 898 01:02:36,791 --> 01:02:38,751 Did you watch the footage that I sent you? 899 01:02:38,751 --> 01:02:40,712 -Yeah, I saw it. 900 01:02:40,712 --> 01:02:42,213 -Yeah, I don't- how- 901 01:02:42,213 --> 01:02:48,386 where would you even start to figure out how to deal with something like this? 902 01:02:48,386 --> 01:02:51,014 There is- there's no- 903 01:02:51,014 --> 01:02:53,516 He looks just like me. 904 01:02:53,516 --> 01:02:58,188 H-how- how do I tell that to the cops or a fucking therapist? 905 01:02:58,396 --> 01:03:00,732 They're going to think that I'm out of my mind. 906 01:03:00,732 --> 01:03:03,485 I don't know where to go with this. 907 01:03:03,485 --> 01:03:04,611 Where to go from here. 908 01:03:04,611 --> 01:03:06,362 -Dude, you have to stop. 909 01:03:06,362 --> 01:03:07,697 -Man, I want this to stop. 910 01:03:07,697 --> 01:03:09,157 That is why I am asking you. 911 01:03:09,157 --> 01:03:10,950 I don't understand what's going on, 912 01:03:10,950 --> 01:03:13,369 but I now at least know that someone else is involved. 913 01:03:13,369 --> 01:03:16,456 So if I can just get someone else to witness 914 01:03:16,456 --> 01:03:20,084 it, to see him, then you know, maybe... 915 01:03:21,294 --> 01:03:22,295 Fuck, I don't know. 916 01:03:22,295 --> 01:03:24,172 But we could figure it out from there 917 01:03:24,172 --> 01:03:25,590 at least. 918 01:03:25,590 --> 01:03:26,799 -Listen to me. 919 01:03:26,799 --> 01:03:29,802 I understand that the separation has been hard, okay? 920 01:03:29,928 --> 01:03:31,930 You guys have been together for a long time. 921 01:03:31,930 --> 01:03:34,265 It probably feels like everything is falling apart. 922 01:03:34,265 --> 01:03:35,975 I get it, I've been there. 923 01:03:35,975 --> 01:03:40,271 I understand, but you cannot use that as an excuse to do stuff like this. 924 01:03:42,065 --> 01:03:43,816 -What? 925 01:03:43,816 --> 01:03:46,819 -It's weird, but more than that, it's manipulative. 926 01:03:47,570 --> 01:03:49,197 I don't know why you're dragging me into this. 927 01:03:49,197 --> 01:03:50,156 I'm your friend. 928 01:03:50,156 --> 01:03:51,574 I took you seriously. 929 01:03:51,574 --> 01:03:54,077 I was trying to help, but I just- 930 01:03:54,077 --> 01:03:55,745 I don't- 931 01:03:55,745 --> 01:03:58,748 I wouldn't do this to you. 932 01:03:59,749 --> 01:04:01,960 -Do you think that I'm making this up? 933 01:04:01,960 --> 01:04:04,295 You do, don't you? 934 01:04:04,295 --> 01:04:07,298 -What I think is- 935 01:04:07,632 --> 01:04:11,511 I think that what's happening in those videos is not the same thing 936 01:04:11,511 --> 01:04:12,804 as what's happening in real life. 937 01:04:12,804 --> 01:04:15,556 -Jesus Christ, man, are you serious? 938 01:04:15,556 --> 01:04:17,725 -Okay, tell me what sounds more believable to you, 939 01:04:17,725 --> 01:04:18,309 okay? 940 01:04:18,309 --> 01:04:23,147 That a man who looks exactly like you came onto your porch, hugged you 941 01:04:23,147 --> 01:04:24,565 while you were sleepwalking, 942 01:04:24,565 --> 01:04:27,944 or that you're fabricating this whole situation as, 943 01:04:27,944 --> 01:04:31,114 I don't know, a cry for help or a call for attention? 944 01:04:33,866 --> 01:04:34,993 -Okay, well, you know what? 945 01:04:34,993 --> 01:04:38,204 I will not bother you with this anymore, 946 01:04:38,204 --> 01:04:41,207 okay? 947 01:04:45,837 --> 01:04:48,840 My wife doesn't want to talk to me. 948 01:04:50,049 --> 01:04:53,052 My friend thinks that I'm lying to him. 949 01:04:55,513 --> 01:04:58,099 I don't trust anybody else in my life 950 01:04:58,099 --> 01:05:01,060 enough to talk to them about whatever the fuck is happening to me. 951 01:05:02,103 --> 01:05:06,274 And I can tell from the comments that 952 01:05:08,026 --> 01:05:11,028 none of you think that any of this is really happening. 953 01:05:12,071 --> 01:05:15,199 I ask the chat agent program, 954 01:05:15,199 --> 01:05:18,745 what that means, being alone and what- I- 955 01:05:19,078 --> 01:05:21,372 I don't need to fucking get into it. You know what's going on. 956 01:05:21,372 --> 01:05:23,416 You know what the chat agent told me? 957 01:05:23,416 --> 01:05:26,419 I need to speak with a mental health professional. 958 01:05:27,295 --> 01:05:29,547 Thanks. 959 01:05:29,547 --> 01:05:31,424 I bought some stuff, 960 01:05:31,424 --> 01:05:33,801 and I think to the untrained eye, 961 01:05:33,801 --> 01:05:37,138 it might look like a warning sign. 962 01:05:41,476 --> 01:05:44,479 Like diazepam, for example. 963 01:05:46,814 --> 01:05:49,233 Or handcuffs. 964 01:05:49,233 --> 01:05:52,278 I know it seems like I'm describing something 965 01:05:52,570 --> 01:05:56,657 that might seem like suicide, but I'm not. 966 01:05:58,367 --> 01:06:01,370 Diazepam is for anxiety, 967 01:06:02,371 --> 01:06:05,833 but it has other functions, or at least other 968 01:06:07,001 --> 01:06:08,836 reactions. 969 01:06:08,836 --> 01:06:11,047 If you take enough diazepam, 970 01:06:11,047 --> 01:06:14,050 it will cause breathing problems. 971 01:06:14,175 --> 01:06:17,178 It can put you into a coma, 972 01:06:17,470 --> 01:06:20,389 it can kill you. 973 01:06:20,389 --> 01:06:23,392 That is not my plan. 974 01:06:25,061 --> 01:06:28,064 I understand something, I think, 975 01:06:28,731 --> 01:06:30,525 about 976 01:06:30,525 --> 01:06:32,026 whoever this is. 977 01:06:32,026 --> 01:06:34,153 The man, the one that looks like me. 978 01:06:34,153 --> 01:06:36,656 I think I understand something. 979 01:06:36,656 --> 01:06:38,574 I don't know why, 980 01:06:38,574 --> 01:06:41,536 but it seems like he cares about me. 981 01:06:41,536 --> 01:06:42,411 That sounds weird. 982 01:06:42,411 --> 01:06:45,414 I know- stalker... 983 01:06:46,707 --> 01:06:49,710 He's protective 984 01:06:50,419 --> 01:06:51,712 in some way. 985 01:06:51,712 --> 01:06:53,130 When I first saw him. What did he do? 986 01:06:53,130 --> 01:06:54,674 He didn't attack me. 987 01:06:54,674 --> 01:06:57,301 He waved. 988 01:06:57,301 --> 01:07:00,096 When I was in the pool, 989 01:07:00,096 --> 01:07:04,100 face down for what seemed like forever. It was him, 990 01:07:04,100 --> 01:07:06,352 His presence that got me up out of the water. 991 01:07:06,352 --> 01:07:07,645 He was the one that called me out. 992 01:07:08,896 --> 01:07:11,023 He gave me a fucking hug, for Christ's sake. 993 01:07:11,023 --> 01:07:12,483 What does any of that mean? 994 01:07:12,483 --> 01:07:15,486 I don't know, but it seems like he cares. 995 01:07:15,486 --> 01:07:18,406 He's trying to protect me. 996 01:07:18,406 --> 01:07:21,534 If that's the only piece of information I have about him, then I have to use it. 997 01:07:22,952 --> 01:07:25,955 So I'm going to use it. 998 01:07:26,080 --> 01:07:29,625 I'm going to handcuff myself to something that I can't get away from. 999 01:07:29,625 --> 01:07:31,002 So I can't go sleepwalking. 1000 01:07:31,002 --> 01:07:33,379 I can't go anywhere. 1001 01:07:33,379 --> 01:07:36,257 And I'm going to take these pills. 1002 01:07:36,257 --> 01:07:39,802 And as I imagine he has many nights that I haven't even noticed, 1003 01:07:39,802 --> 01:07:42,805 and all of the nights that I have, I'm sure he's going to find me 1004 01:07:43,848 --> 01:07:46,809 and he's going to have a choice to make. 1005 01:07:47,560 --> 01:07:50,688 He can either show himself to someone other than me 1006 01:07:51,856 --> 01:07:54,650 by taking me to the hospital, 1007 01:07:54,650 --> 01:07:58,195 calling 911, getting help from someone else somewhere around here 1008 01:07:58,904 --> 01:08:02,408 so that someone in the world other than me believes that he fucking exists, 1009 01:08:02,408 --> 01:08:03,492 and that I didn't make him up. 1010 01:08:03,492 --> 01:08:06,037 And I'm not pretending. 1011 01:08:06,037 --> 01:08:09,040 Or if he doesn't want to expose himself. 1012 01:08:11,083 --> 01:08:14,086 Then he watches me die. 1013 01:08:20,968 --> 01:08:21,635 Bold plan, 1014 01:08:21,635 --> 01:08:23,304 right? 1015 01:08:23,304 --> 01:08:26,307 If he wants me to be okay, he will get me help. 1016 01:08:26,724 --> 01:08:29,727 If he doesn't want me to be okay, I- 1017 01:08:30,644 --> 01:08:33,647 I don't think that that's going to happen. 1018 01:08:37,193 --> 01:08:40,196 But even if it does. 1019 01:08:40,571 --> 01:08:42,198 Honestly, 1020 01:08:42,198 --> 01:08:45,201 who gives a fuck? 1021 01:09:03,427 --> 01:09:04,845 [door opening] 1022 01:09:05,262 --> 01:09:07,264 [door chiming] 1023 01:09:19,235 --> 01:09:21,821 [door sliding] 1024 01:09:32,748 --> 01:09:35,709 [door opening] 1025 01:09:43,801 --> 01:09:46,804 Come and get me, motherfucker! 1026 01:09:51,809 --> 01:09:54,770 [deep sigh] 1027 01:09:57,773 --> 01:10:00,734 [handcuffs clicking] 1028 01:10:01,068 --> 01:10:04,029 [metallic scraping] 1029 01:10:05,739 --> 01:10:08,701 [pills rattling] 1030 01:10:10,828 --> 01:10:13,789 [muffled crunching] 1031 01:10:29,513 --> 01:10:31,598 [pill bottle clacking] 1032 01:10:43,527 --> 01:10:45,070 [quick breath] 1033 01:10:52,661 --> 01:10:54,997 [soft wheezing] 1034 01:11:05,174 --> 01:11:08,135 [electronic thrumming] 1035 01:11:12,097 --> 01:11:15,059 [electric intensity increases] 1036 01:11:19,271 --> 01:11:22,232 [disorienting electric screech] 1037 01:11:33,660 --> 01:11:36,622 [rapid electric trilling] 1038 01:12:04,316 --> 01:12:05,818 [electric trilling fades] 1039 01:12:17,913 --> 01:12:20,874 [choking, coughing] 1040 01:12:29,424 --> 01:12:32,386 [ragged choking] 1041 01:12:42,771 --> 01:12:45,732 [coughing] 1042 01:12:49,611 --> 01:12:50,654 What’d you 1043 01:12:50,654 --> 01:12:52,948 do to me?! 1044 01:12:52,948 --> 01:12:55,951 What did you do to me? 1045 01:12:58,537 --> 01:13:01,540 [labored breathing] 1046 01:13:03,709 --> 01:13:06,670 [gasping] 1047 01:14:50,232 --> 01:14:52,150 You can go now. 1048 01:15:19,136 --> 01:15:22,097 [door banging] 1049 01:15:28,478 --> 01:15:31,439 [soft footsteps] 1050 01:15:44,494 --> 01:15:47,455 [scuffling] 1051 01:15:54,379 --> 01:15:57,340 [thudding] 1052 01:16:00,427 --> 01:16:03,388 [hurried breathing] 1053 01:16:07,475 --> 01:16:10,437 [rushed footsteps] 1054 01:16:21,114 --> 01:16:24,075 [ragged gasping] 1055 01:16:30,999 --> 01:16:31,750 [pained cry] 1056 01:16:37,130 --> 01:16:40,091 [foliage scraping] 1057 01:16:45,388 --> 01:16:48,350 [crackling static] 1058 01:16:49,684 --> 01:16:52,646 [low frequency humming] 1059 01:17:43,988 --> 01:17:45,365 Hello, everyone. 1060 01:17:45,365 --> 01:17:47,117 It's time to let you in on the act. 1061 01:17:47,117 --> 01:17:49,536 I know that many of you have thought all along 1062 01:17:49,536 --> 01:17:52,539 that some of the things I've been sharing here have been fraudulent. 1063 01:17:53,081 --> 01:17:54,624 Well, congratulations. 1064 01:17:54,624 --> 01:17:56,793 You got me. It's true. 1065 01:17:56,793 --> 01:17:59,629 Some of the things I've been sharing with you have, in fact, been true. 1066 01:17:59,629 --> 01:18:01,673 But some of them have been deceitful. 1067 01:18:01,673 --> 01:18:03,883 And I'd like to apologize to you for that. 1068 01:18:03,883 --> 01:18:07,095 It's not fair for me to come to you as if I'm confessing things, 1069 01:18:07,095 --> 01:18:10,098 only for you to later find out that they are, in fact, wrong. 1070 01:18:10,640 --> 01:18:13,601 I apologize for putting you in a state of discomfort. 1071 01:18:13,601 --> 01:18:16,479 However, it is important for me to tell you 1072 01:18:16,479 --> 01:18:19,899 and that you should know that some of these things were in fact true. 1073 01:18:20,650 --> 01:18:23,111 I am living in a new place by myself. 1074 01:18:23,111 --> 01:18:25,321 I was in fact struggling with sleepwalking, 1075 01:18:25,321 --> 01:18:27,866 although that has cleared itself up naturally. 1076 01:18:27,866 --> 01:18:30,952 And finally, I am having struggles with my relationship. 1077 01:18:31,661 --> 01:18:33,079 All of those things were true, 1078 01:18:33,079 --> 01:18:36,082 and in fact, many of those things were the reason that I did what I did. 1079 01:18:36,708 --> 01:18:38,626 I'm not saying that it was good, 1080 01:18:38,626 --> 01:18:43,006 but I was in a very dark place emotionally and in my relationship. 1081 01:18:43,298 --> 01:18:46,301 And when I sensed that you were paying attention, 1082 01:18:46,342 --> 01:18:49,345 that you were interested in helping and that you cared about what happened to me, 1083 01:18:50,013 --> 01:18:52,765 I made the inappropriate decision 1084 01:18:52,765 --> 01:18:55,268 to make up facts about myself that were not true, 1085 01:18:55,268 --> 01:18:59,147 in an attempt to continue feeling that sense of belonging with you. 1086 01:18:59,772 --> 01:19:02,317 So I apologize for doing that to you. 1087 01:19:02,317 --> 01:19:06,529 However, it's also important for me to tell you so that you should know 1088 01:19:07,071 --> 01:19:09,741 that those dark times are getting better now. 1089 01:19:09,741 --> 01:19:11,659 I have spoken with my wife. 1090 01:19:11,659 --> 01:19:13,828 We are mending fences now. 1091 01:19:13,828 --> 01:19:17,206 In fact, things are going so well with reestablishing intimacy 1092 01:19:17,415 --> 01:19:19,334 that I'm going to be moving back in with her very soon. 1093 01:19:20,418 --> 01:19:22,128 I'm very excited about that. 1094 01:19:22,128 --> 01:19:26,633 And I wanted you to know that what I did here, as inappropriate 1095 01:19:26,633 --> 01:19:29,761 as it was, and as much as it may have hurt your feelings, 1096 01:19:30,303 --> 01:19:33,306 it was a big help for me and it has repaired my relationship. 1097 01:19:33,473 --> 01:19:35,350 So I wanted to thank you 1098 01:19:35,350 --> 01:19:38,478 and to make sure that you know that this is not yet another falsehood. 1099 01:19:38,895 --> 01:19:42,023 I want to give her a call right now so that you can hear our conversation, 1100 01:19:42,273 --> 01:19:43,274 and you will understand that 1101 01:19:43,274 --> 01:19:46,486 this is not something that I'm creating as a fabrication to fool you again. 1102 01:19:47,236 --> 01:19:50,198 So let's give her a call now. 1103 01:19:56,120 --> 01:19:58,998 [phone ringing] 1104 01:19:58,998 --> 01:20:00,375 -Hello. 1105 01:20:00,375 --> 01:20:01,084 -Hi there. 1106 01:20:01,084 --> 01:20:03,878 I'm just checking in. 1107 01:20:03,878 --> 01:20:05,380 -Okay, good. 1108 01:20:05,380 --> 01:20:06,756 How’s the packing going? 1109 01:20:06,756 --> 01:20:07,548 -Excellent. 1110 01:20:07,548 --> 01:20:10,802 I'm taking a quick break, but I should be done in a couple of hours. 1111 01:20:12,887 --> 01:20:13,346 -Okay, 1112 01:20:13,346 --> 01:20:16,349 well, I'm starting to unpack boxes that are still here. 1113 01:20:16,599 --> 01:20:18,976 Putting it all back in the study. 1114 01:20:18,976 --> 01:20:20,812 -Thank you. That is very helpful. 1115 01:20:20,812 --> 01:20:23,815 And after I get back tonight, I'm going to make dinner for you. 1116 01:20:23,898 --> 01:20:26,859 I found some recipes that I know that you will enjoy. 1117 01:20:27,902 --> 01:20:29,445 -That sounds nice. 1118 01:20:29,445 --> 01:20:31,280 I can't wait. 1119 01:20:31,280 --> 01:20:34,283 So, is everything... 1120 01:20:35,660 --> 01:20:38,663 -I'm sorry, I didn't hear the end of what you said. 1121 01:20:39,122 --> 01:20:40,081 -I just... 1122 01:20:40,081 --> 01:20:42,458 Is everything okay? 1123 01:20:42,458 --> 01:20:44,210 Are you happy? 1124 01:20:44,210 --> 01:20:45,002 -Of course. 1125 01:20:45,002 --> 01:20:47,004 I'm very happy to get everything back 1126 01:20:47,004 --> 01:20:48,339 the way that it should be. 1127 01:20:48,339 --> 01:20:51,717 Which is actually why I should let you get going so I can finish here, 1128 01:20:51,843 --> 01:20:54,846 and then I can get back over to see you sooner. 1129 01:20:56,055 --> 01:20:56,722 -Okay, then. 1130 01:20:56,722 --> 01:20:59,725 So I'll see you soon. 1131 01:21:00,351 --> 01:21:01,686 I love you... 1132 01:21:01,686 --> 01:21:02,937 -And I love you, too. 1133 01:21:05,398 --> 01:21:06,691 So there it is. 1134 01:21:06,691 --> 01:21:08,025 Everything is much better, 1135 01:21:08,025 --> 01:21:10,236 and you don't have anything to worry about. Now, 1136 01:21:10,236 --> 01:21:12,738 unfortunately, this is going to be my last video. 1137 01:21:12,738 --> 01:21:15,825 As I mentioned, I'm focusing on my relationship, so 1138 01:21:15,825 --> 01:21:19,495 I will devote four hours a day to my work and the rest of the time to her. 1139 01:21:20,204 --> 01:21:23,833 But before I go, I did want to tell you because I am still a business owner, 1140 01:21:24,250 --> 01:21:27,420 that if you want to reach me, there is a link in this post for my website. 1141 01:21:28,087 --> 01:21:29,380 If you need a refresher, 1142 01:21:29,380 --> 01:21:30,548 what I do for a living 1143 01:21:30,548 --> 01:21:35,011 is I create ease in people's lives, and I do that by giving them chat 1144 01:21:35,011 --> 01:21:38,681 AI agents that are trained on who they are, on their lives, 1145 01:21:38,806 --> 01:21:42,185 In order to make things easier. You can use them for many things: 1146 01:21:42,435 --> 01:21:45,229 answering your emails, creating your schedule, 1147 01:21:45,229 --> 01:21:48,232 essentially operating as a stand-in for yourself virtually. 1148 01:21:48,566 --> 01:21:52,486 In fact, if you feed pictures of yourself and even recordings of your voice 1149 01:21:52,486 --> 01:21:55,740 into the machine, it can create a facsimile of you that does 1150 01:21:55,740 --> 01:21:58,951 things like create videos, for social media, for instance. 1151 01:21:59,452 --> 01:22:02,496 It's a great way of being able to continue growing your business 1152 01:22:02,496 --> 01:22:05,666 and being productive, while also taking much needed personal 1153 01:22:05,666 --> 01:22:09,212 time for yourself and the things that matter, like your family. 1154 01:22:09,879 --> 01:22:12,131 So if that's something that sounds of interest to you, 1155 01:22:12,131 --> 01:22:14,800 please feel free to click the link and reach out to me. 1156 01:22:14,800 --> 01:22:18,471 You have no idea what an enormous change it can bring to your life. 1157 01:22:19,639 --> 01:22:20,097 Thanks. 1158 01:22:30,691 --> 01:22:33,653 [low frequency humming]